Tuesday, November 30, 2010

我在師大的第一次期中考~

國音跟國概的分數倒轉,哈!

剛剛發了我最最擔心的國文!!!果然上課態度好真的很重要!!有鑒於老師"知道"我很用心(老師說的)所以在打分數的時候還是會斟酌一下~ 我的確是時間分配不當來不及好好作答啊~如果時間掌握得好,八字頭真的離我不遠啊!!
不過班上也有很優秀的字寫得整齊美觀,言之有物言之有序!!要向她學習啊!!
所以大家,上課態度很重要喔!!老師在台上甚麼都看得到喔!!

這下又要擔心四書了..昨天做國文報告,有點放棄四書的念頭...背了的論語結果老師統統都大剌剌的'擺'在問題卷上,要靠的還是自己的實力來回答老師的
小題啊..果然..金老師又給了我很大的感嘆豪...看著別人一張一張慢慢的字(絕對不是偷看!因為我要拿紙的時候已經沒有了....)我寫不出個所以
然..可悲啊...果然我背棄了四書,四書也以眼還眼了呢!!

第三題...就其中一篇自己覺得對自己啟發最大的來寫..我看了兩遍..結果考試的時候忘光光..就是記不住這麼多子曰屬哪一篇麻!!!真是要命,老師明擺著必考題都沒有好好把握!等老天爺收屍吧!不是..是等著金大刀架在脖子上吧!!唉...

Saturday, November 27, 2010

BoA Lyric English Translate

The times that we can't go back to

The feelings that have collapsed

Even if I grab them, they fall apart in my hand

Because of the constant flowing tears

I keep on looking back

*"Don't leave me"

That simple phrase

Why was it so hard to say then?

"Stay by my side"

That simple phrase

I wonder why it was so difficult to say then.

The broken memories that fill me up completely

Are becoming blank

No matter how hard I try

There's no use

No matter how much I try, there's no use

The yearning that holds me tight

Even though it keeps me lingering

It won't even let me turn around

*REPEAT

Words of parting

Words of weariness

Those words are drenched in many smiles and tears

Like a lie

Would I be able to live as if nothing happened?

It's so damn hard for me to let you go

you know I can't let you go

no I can't let you go*REPEAT

You, who left me like that

I keep being reminded of you

Even if I grab you, you fall apart in my hand

It's still you

I keep waiting for you

At the place where there's no empty memories of you

Please stay by my side

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

唉呀~

話說..今天新聞韓國朝鮮開始大戰了哦?
話說..比賽那間事..韓國有學校被丟雞蛋哦??
話說..我最近一直看韓劇喔~會不會被排斥呢??

唉呀..本是同根生,相煎何太急啊?2012都要來了拉~還搞這種冬冬,贏了又怎樣?最後還不是一起死?難道贏了就不用死喔?就是沒有末日,自己打自己人不就是再造孽嗎?這一代的人啊不要怪後輩,種瓜得瓜種豆得豆,因果報應阿!
...
唉呀..忍一時風平浪靜,退一步海闊天空,事實勝於雄辯,在明理的人眼中,自然知道對錯孰誰?公道自在人心阿!爭了這口氣又怎樣?成了就是成了!何必耿耿於懷呢?世界上還有很多是等著我們[爭]著去做的! 還爭這麻子事兒??
丟臉的是誰阿?

唉呀..不怕被誰排斥拉~這自由發表的時代,難到還怕被抓馬?難道還要退步到文字獄?戒嚴的時代嗎?
拜託~~別那麼小家子氣好嗎??

對於老師所說的新聞,老師如此深入的探討新聞實在是我要學習的楷模阿~
老師提到東亞人和歐美人對於戰爭的態度,這點非常值得令人深思,
為何日韓,台灣內地可以有如此深仇大恨??
為何英法即使經歷百年戰爭,如今可以握手言和??
我想阿~
大概是因為前者是曾經遭受土地侵略,人文壓迫;
而後者則是為了整塊地如是說唄?
利益權衡好說歹說不過是人類的貪婪本性使然,
進化論,弱者將被淘汰,
權勢強者自然比較趨於上風羅~
這少數服從多數不是約定俗成的嗎?
遠古時代,地裡學家早就說了這地球的土地本來就是連在一塊的阿~
是為了甚麼非要爭個你死我活呢?
唉...人阿..
這奇怪的動物..


[不好意思拉..似乎離題了阿...
雖然是從別人口中聽到的,也沒有看新聞,就旁觀者而言,有感而發有怪莫怪]


Thursday, November 11, 2010

我並沒有要放棄,
我只是深深的覺得自己努力的方法錯誤了!方向,錯了!
我之所以表現的不甘,脆弱;
只因對自己根深柢固的自責..

我姑且把它想成真得太久了,
忘記了這本來的能力,
就好像很久沒有騎腳踏車,
終究會有些心裡障礙,沒辦法如往常得心應手..

告訴自己,
過了就算了,
米已成炊.
只要懂的亡羊補牢,反省上進,
哪怕沒柴燒呢?!

給自己加勉,
[信心,勇氣,毅力,邁向成功的途徑]

未來期許成功的信心,
勇敢面對失敗的勇氣,
同往目標前進的毅力!

Youu的捨得,我的必修課

所谓的舍得..并没有绝对标准的定义..
而是在于..你肯付出..你一定会得到..
只是有时..得到的没那么理想..得到的不是自己想要的..
我们做人不应该那么容易沮丧..不要渴望一次付出百次收获.....
如果还想得到更多..那就付出更多! by Youu 佑优

謝謝.

這種患得患失的病態總是摧殘者我,腐蝕我的心志.
我想,我需要適度的調整心態,
這將是我人生重要的一門必修課!

我不是你想像那麼勇敢

有人說 最難的事 是接受眼前的改變


我們的期待 和 事實 的落差 就是一種


滿足感的變遷 那叫失落感...


那,我就是輸給了這卑鄙的失落感,


這種自我的欺瞞,狠狠打擊那脆弱不堪的心,


蓋因,


我的心不夠堅強,
我不是你想像的那麼勇敢..

夢明道

夢裡,
我見到了朋友,
可奇怪的是,
我同時看到了兩個同一個人,
驚悚阿!!
我叫,
我喊,
她就是沒有回應我,
彷彿...
我是一個沒有實體的靈魂..
遊蕩..
更詭異的是,
我竟然夢見...藝人明道!!

我真的不明白..平日沒有這種花癡夢的我..
怎麼到了考試前一刻,半小時的休息..
就留給我這麼一個大問號??

我想,
大概是最近老把"道"放在腦裡,
日有所思,夜有所夢吧?

挫敗

我徹底失敗了...
與其說敗給了時間..
不如說是自己輸了...

只能用辛辣...掩飾自己的眼淚..


發了一場奇怪的夢...

它..寓意者甚麼嗎?

如果是的話...那只能說...

那是一場噩夢...


努力過了...
犧牲過了..
我捨棄了..
但得到了甚麼呢?

...捨得阿捨得..
告訴我..


喜歡用緘默 隔離自己..

選擇用緘默 自己舔傷

畢竟..這就是屬馬的我



Tuesday, October 5, 2010

緘默

深秋了...

沉默了...寡言了...
呆滯地...凝視著...
慢動作..重複著...
壓抑的..想甚麼?
摸不著...安逸呢?

此刻,

緘默,是我的...

一整天過去,我有感而發...看得透麼??

Thursday, September 23, 2010

搖滾人生報告+吉他社迎新

如此緊張的一天~~上次說今天要介紹搖滾樂,我負責開場介紹搖滾樂的由來..基本上是即興演說,我沒準備要講甚麼,結果 ~我就犧牲我的形象 豁出去...由於前面是介紹女性電影..班上一百個人很多都 夢周公了..啊我就很聒噪,以超high的心情去報告啊~~阿哈哈~~~果然我一句...大家睡醒了沒有???大家都有答睡醒了呢!!!哈哈哈!!!超可愛的!!我就用木筷子 摔頭扮bazz手,拿羽球拍當吉他手原地跳躍加轉圈!!果然..大家很賞面的喝彩喔!!
我基本上以與聽眾互動的方式報告,問他們問題,答對了說拍手還真的拍手呢!!哈哈哈!!聽說老師在後面笑到最大聲==還說我報告的方式很口愛~~哈哈
最後我還唱了兩句 Nana ...嗚呼 ~~幾乎贏得滿堂彩(這樣說好像很好臉..不過真的謝謝大家的捧場)^^


剛參加完 吉他社的迎新,本來因 裹足不前遲到一個小時的我..此刻..超級想馬上學吉他的啦!!!還滿搞笑的是...我因為遲到了,社長帶我進教室..另一個教室的學長竟然匆匆的跑過來說..我知道你!!!NaNA!! Endless Story!!!哈哈哈哈哈!!!真的沒想到......話說回來..剛才上完課後有別班的同學跑來認識我說我很強==..我想說 既然是 介紹搖滾樂..就一定要 high 啊 ..而且組員都是文靜派,我只好犧牲色相(是形象)表演囉~話說老師在我們報告之前 請大家要通融因為我們組幾乎都是大一生,所以我不堪示弱(其實是自己表演欲強)就這樣啦~~再來我聽說台灣人都比較敢表達自己..所以我就多多表現自己拉~結果學長說..台灣人是敢表達自己..不過不是大庭廣眾...乎...那我是...????


總結..我希望趕快可以練到自彈自唱!!!超級開心+累的一天...題外話..結果我明天的功課都還沒做..要死...

Sunday, September 19, 2010

颱風

風..呼嘯..拍打著大門..鏗鏘..


大樹..搖擺著軀幹..落葉..


行人..逆風而行..與它..背道而馳..


傘..傾出畢生..只剩下骨架殘骸..

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Saturday, September 18, 2010

台北車站記

宣告今天獨征機場任務失敗,在台北車站捷運站裡兜了很久,在地下街晃來晃去..最後到了台北車站A棟,卻又找不找售票處..此時 Christ Hu Jia Ling 已經抵達機場..


在人來人往的台北車站,我擇了個角落,坐了下來,做做速獨,唱唱徐佳瑩的新歌..一個芳齡二十的少女就這樣,沒有理會別人的眼光,就這樣沉浸在自己的小小世界,嘴裡呢喃著甚麼,皺著眉頭想著甚麼,呵呵~不知不覺..就這樣..時間一眨眼過了一個小時又半..

[等待]可以何等折騰?抑可以如此從容..

手機鈴聲響起,打破了本來的寧靜..
少女喜悅地接起了手機,期待的調兒,四處張望渴望的眼神,翻騰的情緒,點起了心中的漣漪..少女的一個跳躍,急湊的步伐,旁人不難看出少女澎湃的心情..
終於,眼前出現了 她的蹤影,她也似乎正急著找著少女,四目交促,會心一笑,此刻,一切盡在不言中..

翻閱著 Christ Hu Jia Ling Tay Joey 當時來不及送機,親手做給我的卡片..萬分感慨在心頭..指尖撫摸著這憑著心意一點一滴製作的心血,有意思的插畫,剪裁;
我感覺到姐妹們給我的祝福與期許...
一圈一圈,纏纏繞繞的幾何圖形,這之中,還伴著濃濃的思念之情..

朋友,謝謝你們!!我會將它們置在我面前,時時惦念你們!!木啊~


Monday, August 16, 2010

台湾国文考题

OMG~~how sucks?!!Taiwanese F5 Cinese examination are damn hard!!gonna suicide..

http://www.docin.com/p-47117726.html

兽兽门

对于兽兽门不雅视频外流,兽兽录影翻脸事件,对此我有一下纯属个人见解】


我觉得白衣主持人出发点原本是好的,他一再强调身为公众人物应该要对社会大众负责,也希望借有这个平台让兽兽本人澄清,然而她的态度实在太咄咄逼人,我也赞同兽兽说的,基本上一开始主持人可以选择私下了解,毕竟不是每一个人都可以像阿娇,edison那么公开式的做些什么,也许兽兽本身就是比较低调。说实在的没有多少女生要这样的‘红’法,毕竟很多当代’裸‘红的最后在往后事业,形象甚至婚姻方面都有很大的影响,身为访谈式的主持人应当把来宾当成家人,而不是炒作自己的踏板。白衣主持人相当不专业,训练实...在很没有’素‘,怎么能够在自己的节目说:“我没有问题要问,我觉得我要问的他都没有答”...。。==这个简直。。我想她应该要回家面壁思过,看看蔡康永的访谈节目。

如果以正面角度来想,的确白衣主持人也许真的想当事人表态来停止那个XX门事件;往反面想,那就是主持人为一己私欲以这种富丽堂皇的借口逼迫兽兽。话说回来,那有什么艺人要拍这些不雅视频、照片然后公诸于世,自己毁了自己的前程呢??如果她们打算用这种方式出名,那么何不一早踏入演艺圈就往这方面发展,老实说这些被甩的‘男友’们,把edison淫照公开的人啊。。自己心术才是最不正,扰乱社会教育与和平的罪魁祸首!男欢女爱本来属正常,被他们那么一搞,好像性爱这种事变的很龌龊。。那么现在性教育工作者...是干嘛用的?教坏后辈的哦??

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KPshIZKeoYQ

Sunday, May 9, 2010

P&C

Do you know wat is P&C??
Private & Confidential!!
Eventhough u born us,but u r not ought to control our social interation like tat!
Check our sms & call list, call them & scold them??
WTF? we dont think we have commit to any crimes??
U treat this to brother n sister's friend, eventhough my ex!
You're being such superabundant...

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Taipei's Trip

I'm Back!!!!with extra 2kgs....==

I like Taiwanese' hospitality,especially their service attitude just extremely good!!!no wonder Hong Kong would like to recruit Taiwanese to work at there!!

Their transportation pretty systematic, there're few entrance in the same MRT station so that you can directly go to your destination!! How convenient it is?!Taxies are stand-by everywhere..and they wont like M'sia...need to beg them==rear seat are spacious than here!!I bet you'll cast aside M'sia services after you... haf seen their coustesy and endurance!!

It's taken for granted~I had extravagant at Taiwan!! Their goods & goodies are numerous, I sware you could not stop with them!! I have been dazzled with them and end up i leave no money in my purse!!XD We are quite lucky cozs the weather are quite breezy during those days~ (b4 that was raining day all the day~) yeepieee~~

We are quite lucky cozs the weather are quite breezy during those days~ (b4 that was raining day all the day~) yeepieee~~

However..it seems like my trip doesn't smooth as i thought..maybe my body cant stand in cold environment...水土不服...whole body covered with 红症like bitten by mosquitoes!And it will turn worse if i keep scratch them!!it grew bigger and bigger!!end up..MY FACE BLOAT LIKE PLASTIC FAILURE!!!OH MY GOD!!I CRIED SO HARD!!For...tunately, i been bring to see doctor and took some medicine..now its okay~

In taiwan, the most thing that i cant adapt is that...Taiwan's government strictly prohibit not to throw toilet tissue into 马桶..it really put me in distress...cause me not dare to defecate...eeewwww...how embrassing...but it's really common in those advanced countries...maybe M'sia should follow their footsteps~

[Copy & Paste from my FB]

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

ACID RAIN IS COMING

Becareful from 20th to 28th of tis month, there is possibility of an ACID RAIN. the dark circle appeared around the moon on 17th of last month n tis is an indication of acid rain. Apparently tis happens once in 750 years! It rain normally but it may cause skin cancer if u expose urself to it. Tis information is from...... NASA USA. PLs forward!" 从今天至28号, 请大家尽可能不要淋到雨. 750年1次的酸雨被淋到后患皮肤癌的机率很高, 请大家注意, 并把此信息传送给身边的人...See More

Thursday, April 8, 2010

PLAYING WITH FIRE N-DUBZ ft MR HADSON

I don't slip or trip when she asks me where I've been (Where you been)
One big smile on my face zip it darling it's just you and me (You and me)N
ow I'm on some Alfie behaviour, I'll call you back later
Too many fish in the sea for me
But when the lights come on, and what's her name is gone
I realise where I'm supposed to be

I tried to believe every word of your sweet story
But intuition keeps telling me
You're making a fool outta me

'Cause I'm such a good liar
Just admit it (I never did it)
Yes you did it (No I didn't)
Ay
I'm playing with fire
Just admit it (I never did it)
I know you did it (No I didn't)
Yes you did'
Cause I'm such a good liar
I can't help myself, I keep playing with fire

Thoughts running right through the night as I watch you sleep(She's gettin' closer)
I can't help but check his text, while he's passed out next to me(It's only a matter of time)
I'm on some CSI behaviour, who's gonna save ya
You'll be the fool when the truth comes out
So when those lights come on, and what's her face is gone
We're straight back to the same routine

Living life in disguise, can't keep up with these lies
You do anything to try and catch me out, but I never leave no signs
In my heart we was meant to beBut guys like me be like two or three
I can't help myself I love girls, I can't kick out playing with fire
I can't kick out playing with fire

Sunday, April 4, 2010

OVERSPENDING...

ARRHHH~~
recently income become lower..
BUT!
OVERSPENDING!!

LACK OF MONEY AAA~~
WANNA EARN MONEY TO COVER IT...
OTHERWISE IT WILL FARTHER AND FARTHER AWAY FROM MY TARGET!

Actually..
I desire to work as partimer in restaurant.
or...singer in cafe...on weekends
however,
these kind of works are usually night shift..
It's quite difficult for me to solve transport and safety problem...

God,
what can i do?
to get rid of retards...?

Friday, April 2, 2010

I HATE U!

WHY DO YOU WANT TO DO SO???
MAKE ME MORE AND MORE WARY ON YOU??
SHOULDN'T BE TOO OVER!
PEOPLE'S ENDURANCE IS LIMITED!!
TO AVOID QUARREL WITH YOU,
EVEN THOUGH I HAD BEEN SILENT FOR A PERIOD OF TIME,
STILL,YOU DARE TO BE FUTHER INTENSIFIED!

NOW,
I CAN'T BEAR IT ANYMORE!!
U, DISGUSTING!!

Thursday, April 1, 2010

1 APRIL

1st of April...

It not only represent annual April Fools' Day...AiFm's 5th Anniversary...
but it also 张国荣哥哥's death anniversary...

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

老刚阿~真是败给你了!

below was message from 老刚:

好啦好啦,看你LUUUD成这个样子,我就告诉你一些好康的吧!首先,师大夜市不贵,而且有很多打工的机会,你可以去那边卖臭豆腐,当臭豆腐西施。此外,师大的电算中心(电脑中心)是北部网络的中心点,所以速度超快,你可以下载1000000000部电影后才回马度寒假。还有还有,师大离台大不到10分钟的路程,如果师大体育系的帅哥不够看,你可以到台大去泡仔。只是千万要记得,别随便展开异国恋,否则四年后要生离时,你就只能选择提早当黄脸婆,或是走上中文研究生这条不归路,或是回马比耐性,看谁先说分手咯!啊,还有还有!师大有不错的钢琴房,你可以去练琴。附近还有便宜的成衣专卖店,可以扫货,对面师大路上有好吃的日本料理店,公馆路上有大碗公牛肉面,往前走30分钟就到中正纪念堂……反正啊,到了台湾,吃喝玩乐样样齐,开心冇?哈哈……我呢,不当“老师”很久了。现在在中国南京BOK屎,2月回家过年,6月也会回来!别提肥字,Diam!


After read these...i totally...faint....
Playful teacher...x

Message from 老刚

Since I sent a message about the intake notice to 老刚

He replied as bellow:

"发瘟咯,你竟然读中文系,哈哈……师范大学国文系是很强的科系,不怕死的话就去读吧!怕死的话,就藉读书为名,吃师大夜市美食为实吧!哈哈……加油咯! "

Haiks...
I'm not that student who can totally neglect their studies..
or as 老刚said, fish in the troubled water
As a student, i will pay my responsibility on it as I could,
however, can i competent it??

It's like..
bolt from the blue...

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

OMG OMG OMG OMG!!

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國立臺灣師範大學(十二名)

國文學系(二名)
111421 李靜怡 LEE CHING YEE 馬來西亞

My name appeared inside!!!
Is that really me?? or another people who same name with me??
(This may happen cause last time PLKN this name appeared twice...but with different I/C)

OMG!!!
Don't know how to describe my feeling at this moment..
i got this message from my friend and...my hand's sweating right now..
I'm quite worrying that my Chinese doesn't as good as those taiwaness...
somemore...my mom doesn't support me so that i need to settle my school fee eventhough monthly expenses...
haiz....
Fortunately, that is goverment uni but not private uni...
otherwise...i need to earn more and more money....
God Bless Me...

Not feeling well

Recently not feeling well..
especially from last night, i kept running nose of my left side,
left eye's tears flow non-stop, sorethroat...
Somemore, head starts to become heavy this morning..trancing all the time...
Am I going to get fever??@@

In the Name of Jesus

In the Name of Jesus,
I would like to pray for Memory Hoh Mei Ling and Rei Foo Soon Huei,
who are going to attend the Semi Final Composer Singing Competition on this coming saturday will be success..
So far, Memory's boss doesn't approve her leave on that day cause lack of workers on the same day..so this would be the critical problem that Rei is facing..he probably has to sing by his ownself
Pray once again sincerely,
May Jesus protects them from Satan's obstacles and lead them to success...
Amen~

Monday, March 29, 2010

I get flu..

As my title..i think i get flu..
Maybe i still cant stand of sleeping under air-conditioner..
everytime i overnight at my cousin house...my nose must not be operate normally...
Aikss...stupid nose==

End up,
I did a mistake awfully!!
It happened like this...

I issued a cash cheque for DIESEL amounted RM1000
I didn't realize that i wrote RM10,000 in text!!!
GOSH!!!
HOW ABSURDLY AM I?!
Fortunately, the person who went to bank withdraw this cheque fount out and brought it back to me...
otherwise...i can't imagine what kind of facial expression will appear on the banker's face..

AHAHA~
but this is not that special..
what happened that more hilarious was...
when i issued a new cheque with the same amount...
my boss...ADD A 'ZERO' ON THE CANCELLED CHEQUE!!
den he said,:"See~ now the cheque can be used!^^"
@@ PZZZ...FAINT...BOSS A~~~~
Finally,328 Party Elections of 马华 result came out!

Firstly, congratulate to 蔡细历 won the GENERAL PRESIDENT position!
Second, congratulate to 廖中莱 became the ACTING PRESIDENT
Thirdly, I felt proud of 黄燕燕, she is GIRLS HERO!
Lastly, hope that 翁诗杰 dont be depressed or unconvinced because there are no excuses if you did not good enough...
Therefore, further efforts and contributions are the only way to stand-up again!

Eventhough 蔡细历 did immoral,
he still didn't lack of supporters...
Why???
As he said, :"I made a world of men to commit the fault of lust!"
As least he confessed his blunder frankly,
Thus, he successly to get his wife's forgiveness..

Sunday, March 28, 2010

How Forgetful I Am??

oh gosh~ im quite annoying with my forgetful charateritic...
Since i saw Cheyenn's blogspot yesterday, i came out a idea to write blog too..
And I only realized that..I had registered an account in blogspot for almost 2 years ago!

However,there is no other reason to have this kind of thought..
I just want to improve my english as well..since my cousin's english is pretty good..
Henceforth, I will persist to write blogs at here by ENGLISH! ARWW~PROMISE!
hope that I can be just like her!^^

PUT MORE EFFORT! PRACTISE MAKES PERFECT!